My 27th Birthday

Can't believe it that I have finished 27!!! so fast :D...I still think like I am 18! It is a shame! ;)

Well, anyway I had a very niceeeeeeeee bday beside my family.That was amazing to be home again for my bday after two years of being abroad for studying. Loved it.

M.M

Style Me Pretty

                                                                                  

Lauren Conrad

Lauren Conrad

Lo Bosworth

                                         

Audrina Patridge

M.M

Mirror

How do you see yourself?

Are you a kitty who sees herself as a lion, or are you a lion who sees himself as a kitty?

I guess, sometimes how we see ourselves depends on the mirrors that we are looking into. Do you remember those mirrors in fun houses that make some distorted reflections? Those that make us look tall and skinny like a string or fat and short like a ball! It all depended on the mirror that you’re looked into.

I was reading an interesting article, which was about psycological issues, when suddenly I got paralyzed by reading this sentence that:

”Some of the most important mirrors in our lives aren't mirrors at all. They are other people”.

It got me in deep thinking. That is so truely correct, others could give us a glimpse of ourselves. One of this mirroring that happened to me a lot is through the things people tell me like: ”I like your hair today”, ”Oh... you are wearing...that?” .or imagine yourself presenting something in front of a group of people, some people are sleeping, some are nodding and make eye contacts, some are taking notes and so on... That is interesting, the same as fun mirrors that give us distorted reflections so can other people.

When I thought more and more I realized that we have ”person mirrors” everwhere in our lives and that would be necessary to examine them carefully in order to make the life more ground and smooth for ourselves maybe. When we are at work for example, I guess organizations mirror people with compensation, recognition, performance reviews and these kinds of things. And it is important that your boss mirror you accurately, this is important to know because we tend to hold the boss's opinion in pretty high regard because of the organizational authority that she or he holds over us. or among our family members and friends, I do not think that our partner, kids, or parents seeing all sides of us.They just mirror back to us the parts that they know. It is really great to have friends to reflect to us accurately for better or for worse, but ACCURATELY! It is so good to get mirrors by friends and family and get the ”hard truth”.

Do your friends tell you "the hard truths"? If not I think it is better to find someone who mirrors them for you. Conversely, we don't need friends who are just beating us up and taking from us all the time. If this is the kind of mirroring you get from friends, it's time for firm boundaries. We all need mirrors in our lives. Just make sure that they are showing you the real you.

M.M

Bittersweet Symphony

     Bittersweet Symphony
  (Live At Live8 / Coldplay feat. Richard Ashcroft)

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life

Tryin' to make ends meet

You're a slave to money then you die

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

You know the one that takes you to the places

where all the veins meet, yeah

You know i can't change, I can change

I can change, I can change

But I'm here in my mold

I am here in my mold

But I'm a million different people

from one day to the next

I can't change my mold

No, no, no, no, no

Have you ever been down?, have you ever been down?

Well I never pray

       But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah

          I need to hear some sounds

      that recognize the pain in me, now

            I let the melody shine,

   let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now

But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

 I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

 I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

        Ever been down

        Have you ever been down?, Ooh

       'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, yeah

       'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, yeah

     My life

     Your life

      Their lifes

  Come take it down the only road I've ever been down

       'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, yeah

             This life, this life, this life...

        

M.M

Confession of a lost soul

No, please do not hurry in judging that this post gonna be about some scary lost spirits or ghosts. Well, to be honest I would like to share a confession here.

…” I get so blind when I am angry and I do response so insanely”…

For any reason when I get angry and feel disappointed, I lose my temper easily and would start attacking my love ones, no matter who they are and how old they are. I am acting rather rashly in response to someone else's hasty maneuvers. A conversation as follow is always going on in my mind, which is between “Me” and my “Imaginary Peace Angel”.

Me: Oh no, how he/she has dared to say such a thing to me, huh? How?

IPA: Calm down Mahsa, he/she didn’t say such a bad thing. Yeah it was not nice, but you can get over it.

Me: No, why should I get over it? I will show him/her who am I!

IPA: Hey Mahsa please think before you make any sudden moves. Do you remember what happened the other time that you opened your mouth and said such things that a second after you regret it. Do you remember?

Me: Well, yeah, I do remember it. But this time is different. He/she should respect me. I am not a stupid girl.

IPA: But you are good friends. Remember the nice moments that you have shared, do not break everything, think more on it and discuss it later when your anger is gone.

Me: Um, Why should I always forgive people? Why should I always take the blame on me? Why should I always be nice while others are not so to me? I am sure that both of us are making mistakes.

IPA: I didn’t say forgive anything or sacrifice yourself! I am just saying think before say a word. You know it better than me that your heart and brain are saying something opposite to your mouth. You always say something rashly and then regret it. Better not say it or be that strong to be proud of what you have said and do not regret it. But I know, you have a kind heart.

Me: Well, you are right. But just let me tell him/her that lablala….

IPA: See, what did you do?! Now you made a simple disagreement to a bloody fight!

Me: :(( Yeah so badly true, I am shaking and have started to cry a bit. What should I do now? Why did I say that? I love him/her. I just wanted …. :(.

IPA: Ok, Before it is going worse, say something like, that you didn’t mean it that way, say sorry and something like that and try to heal it.

Me: Yeah, Ok, But….

IPA: Stop that “BUT, BUT, BUT…”. I told you, think before say something.

Me: It worked, I made it better. I am really shaking. Thanks dear. But couldn’t you help me a bit earlier when I was about start getting mad?

IPA: Mahsa you would be amazed at what incredible things can develop if you simply use your head first. You never can change people, just accept them the way they are and do not hurt your love ones when you do not really mean it. You are an emotional girl. I know you, you can not sleep at night when you feel you have bothered someone unintentionally. Just control your rashly responses when you get angry for any reason and everything ganna be fine.


M.M

When you are down

    Photo credit:fuckyeahfashionn

I kind of think this pic contains most of the things that would make me flatter :D. Just need to add some  more stuff like; a cup of coffee, a piece of chocolate, some DVDs and of course my mom and my boyfriend.

   M.M

"The Orange Girl"

Recently I have been reading a book from the Norwegian author, Jostein Gaarder. The book is called: “The Orange Girl”.

“The Orange Girl” is a modern story with a philosophical theme. It is the story of the eleven year old boy, Georg, who has lost his father at the age of four. While he barely remembers his father, suddenly his grandmather found some papers from his dead father, a letter which is written to him. A letter from a dead father. The papers contain a mestrious story of Georg’s father unconventional love with an elusive young “orange girl”, while on the other side representing profound questions regarding the meaning of life, love and universe.

The story is easy to follow and sweet, it leaps back and forth between the father’s letter to the future, the Georg’s thoughts and the events of the father’s life and finally it leaves George with some deep questions about life and the existence philosophy to solve.

One of the most amazing characteristic of the book that I am impressed with is the creativity of the author in showing us how the human being imaginations can easily fly beyond the limited ordinary lines of life. For those who like philosophy, life mystery and a passionate love this book is a MUST READ.

M.M