Healthy Tooth.

Tooth…tooth brush…tooth paste…

Well, as I remember I didn’t like to go to dentist and hopefully I didn’t have any major problem with my teeth since now. This Monday I went to my dentist just to do a check-up and see what is going on in my mouth, that she just told me that I need to fill in some and also need to do a surgery to extract one of my wisdom teeth. Uum, not a good idea to go to check-up, it was not easy as I expected. ;)

Well, as I remembered that wisdom teeth should be basically four in every human being, yeah every human being ;), so I came up with a question that what have happened with my other wisdom teeth then? And the doctor responded me back that “the other three haven’t still showed up!!! “And I was like,” umm, whatttt? doctor, I am 27, what have happened to them?” and she said, well a bit unusual but it is ok!! Hahahaha...So don’t worry if you heared a lot of nonsense here by me, I am not wise enough still :D

So by today I have been there for three sessions and I have three more sessions ahead!! hehehe...
Yesterday when I went there, the previous patient was still there, he was a boy, I heared when he was finished, he was asking the doctor if he can smoke right now, because that is the most needed thing for him!! And I was just hearing his voice, so I was interested to see his face, so when he was coming out of the doctor room I looked at him, he was barely 18 or something!! Well, when the boy left, the doctor told her assistant to forbid that patient to have his mobile phone and iphone in his hands while she is working on his teeth!!! How could he be playing with those stuff, with an open mouth, while the doctor is playing around his mouth??!!! I barely can breeth while the doctor is working on my teeth, he must be genius!!!
now I am going to have a coffee, and as I can hardly open my mouth, I gonna have it with straw. and the next session would be in next week, so I could be relax untill then, hopping that my extraction wouldnt be as the guy in the pic. :D

M.M

♥ Love Story ♥

I was a bit down in these past two days. I noticed that one of my dreams is going to be faded away again. The dream to move in with my boyfriend since 20 Feb. The story is like this: after almost 3 months of looking for jobs and making applications and interviews, finally my boyfriend has found a perfect job in a consulting company and that means that he would be away from Monday until Thursday evening every week!!:(((((. Really really away, in another country!! But I didn’t disagree, because I think that would be a good chance for him to get new experiences, although I would be alone again. So I really do not understand why the life is treating us like this sometimes. It is almost a year that I am having a distance relationship with my bf, because of studying purposes and when we were about to plan to move in together, this happened. Well, at least I can be happy that I would have him for some nights and that is not a distance relationship anymore, because we would settle our place in Vienna city together and then he would be there for me from Thursday eve until Monday morning, hopefully!!!

That was interesting that when I was checking one of my favorite websites right now, I came across a sweet love story, which is a real story. Emily and Stefan met in Ohio while Stefan was an MBA exchange student at Emily’s university. After graduation, Stefan had to return to Germany. Boo! So they did the Trans-Atlantic long distance thing for 2 whole years. Very impressive!!! After they finished their studies, they got married and have literally been traveling on and off ever since (from their home base in Munich).

Well well, very sweet impressing story, dont you agree? I wonder if Mahsa (me) and Stephan can be another Emily and Stefan?

Here comes a pic of Emily and Stepan which I found on http://100layercake.com/blog/:

Wish you dear Emily and Stefan and all you guys a very happy lovely life ! cheers!

M.M

2009 in Review.

Wish everyone a very happy new year.

Hope 2010 really rocks for all the people around the world.

I gonna dedicate the first post of the 2010 to a review note regarding my life in the year 2009. For me in general 2009 can be considered as a year of success, excitement, Ifs and personal development.

A YEAR OF SUCCESS; I got my Master degree in the field of quality and operations management, I got accepted to PhD of business administration, I became an aunt (a little cute girl entered our family), I was able to handle a distance relationship with my amazing boyfriend perfectly, I made a nice trip to Hamburg and also had an amazing time in Sweden, I learned some Swedish and German, I learned sewing a little bit and I finally started blogging.

A YEAR OF EXCITEMENT; I have been excited for all the points mentioned above, which made most of my time being full of passion to see what will happen next , what will happen next. It was a year full of passion and passed so quickly.

A YEAR OF Ifs SITUATIONS; Every act or decision became tremendously connected to the other act. For example; “If I got the Diploma on that specific date → I could have been able to apply for the other position on time → I could spend summer at home → I could apply for labla…→ I could did this and that”. And if any single of them failed, the whole thing was missed, so I spent at least half of the year waiting to see what my “Ifs” will bring. Believe me, I have broken the record of having “Ifs” situations in 2009.

A YEAR OF PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT; Yeah, it really was a year of different experiences and developments. I enhanced my level of oneness and had been able to know how to communicate with people from different cultures and different backgrounds, I learned to differentiate true friends from fake ones (although I got suffered a lot by people who were pretending to be my friends and how they left my back alone and stopped talking with me without any logic was sad), I had a lot of sad lonely moments, which provided me with a better understanding of life and finally I learned how nice it could be to give love and get love.

Looking forward to 2010 :),
Cheers!

M.M

My 27th Birthday

Can't believe it that I have finished 27!!! so fast :D...I still think like I am 18! It is a shame! ;)

Well, anyway I had a very niceeeeeeeee bday beside my family.That was amazing to be home again for my bday after two years of being abroad for studying. Loved it.

M.M

Confession of a lost soul

No, please do not hurry in judging that this post gonna be about some scary lost spirits or ghosts. Well, to be honest I would like to share a confession here.

…” I get so blind when I am angry and I do response so insanely”…

For any reason when I get angry and feel disappointed, I lose my temper easily and would start attacking my love ones, no matter who they are and how old they are. I am acting rather rashly in response to someone else's hasty maneuvers. A conversation as follow is always going on in my mind, which is between “Me” and my “Imaginary Peace Angel”.

Me: Oh no, how he/she has dared to say such a thing to me, huh? How?

IPA: Calm down Mahsa, he/she didn’t say such a bad thing. Yeah it was not nice, but you can get over it.

Me: No, why should I get over it? I will show him/her who am I!

IPA: Hey Mahsa please think before you make any sudden moves. Do you remember what happened the other time that you opened your mouth and said such things that a second after you regret it. Do you remember?

Me: Well, yeah, I do remember it. But this time is different. He/she should respect me. I am not a stupid girl.

IPA: But you are good friends. Remember the nice moments that you have shared, do not break everything, think more on it and discuss it later when your anger is gone.

Me: Um, Why should I always forgive people? Why should I always take the blame on me? Why should I always be nice while others are not so to me? I am sure that both of us are making mistakes.

IPA: I didn’t say forgive anything or sacrifice yourself! I am just saying think before say a word. You know it better than me that your heart and brain are saying something opposite to your mouth. You always say something rashly and then regret it. Better not say it or be that strong to be proud of what you have said and do not regret it. But I know, you have a kind heart.

Me: Well, you are right. But just let me tell him/her that lablala….

IPA: See, what did you do?! Now you made a simple disagreement to a bloody fight!

Me: :(( Yeah so badly true, I am shaking and have started to cry a bit. What should I do now? Why did I say that? I love him/her. I just wanted …. :(.

IPA: Ok, Before it is going worse, say something like, that you didn’t mean it that way, say sorry and something like that and try to heal it.

Me: Yeah, Ok, But….

IPA: Stop that “BUT, BUT, BUT…”. I told you, think before say something.

Me: It worked, I made it better. I am really shaking. Thanks dear. But couldn’t you help me a bit earlier when I was about start getting mad?

IPA: Mahsa you would be amazed at what incredible things can develop if you simply use your head first. You never can change people, just accept them the way they are and do not hurt your love ones when you do not really mean it. You are an emotional girl. I know you, you can not sleep at night when you feel you have bothered someone unintentionally. Just control your rashly responses when you get angry for any reason and everything ganna be fine.


M.M

20 facts about me

1. I am a natural dark-brown hair.
2. I prefer dogs to cats. Cats are too spoiled and not loyal enough.
3. I have no tattoos and only one piercing on my ears.
4. I used to be poked fun by everyone on my BIG eyes.
5. I always like to have an aquarium full of fishes at home, but I never had it since now.
6. I hate fake smiling. I hate it when people are way too friendly with a big fake smile plastered on their face.
7. I did played violin seriously for four years from the age 10 to 14 or something like that and suddenly stopped it.
8. I am interested in so many subjects and that makes me appear fickle and flighty.
9. I like to read philosophical books and watch philosophical movies, it is fun when I watch a movie like that and understand nothing, but still love it.
10. People who keep telling repeated stories several times can drive me crazy.
11. I can NOT walk out of the house without foundation on my face.
12. I do like cooking and my favourite food is steak with mushroom sauce and vegetables.
13. I have a very keen sense of smell and I do hate the smell of fish and egg.
14. I am not good on long-term planning, terribly short-sighted.
15. I hate mama’s boys.
16. I can easily cry at movies, funerals, farewells and any other tragic moment.
17. My father passed away by heart attack when I was 18, the saddest thing ever.
18. I love people who are positive and relaxed (my boyfriend). I am just the opposite, always stressed.
19. I can not stand too self-confident people.
20. I barely can sit down and talk on the phone at the same time, I must be moving in some way, I know it sounds weird!

M.M

Self-analyzing!

Due to talking with myself, yeah you read right, talking to me myself, if there is really someone there to hear, I was trying to block my negative thoughts and while getting a deep breath and relaxing, trying to understand what the hell is going on…

I was instantly telling myself not to lose my mind. Well, while I was busy reviewing all my actions in my head, felt kind of burning in my pride… reminding that I always do a thing and then I regret why I have done it?! Remembering all the mistakes I have made, which I wish to kick the sad shadows of every mistake I have made out on the street…I hate it, hate it, hate it….I wish I could have drive so far away that these things would never cross my mind, I wish I was able to do whatever it takes in people’s hearts to leave me behind, I wish I was able to make my brain stop thinking and reminding and ….

So many wishes I have ;)

M.M

Cute link!

 I Had a long surprising day, studied a bit, did my yoga exercises and finally met some of old friends of my mom who used to be her roommates at university. that was fun!! beleive me, not boring at all!!
we sat on a nice balconi and ate dinner. It was so much fun to see them talking about their old past memories and all the up and downs and sweet and souer times they have shared together...I enjoyed it.
I bought a new leopard scarf for myself today, which you can see it on the photo. I kind of like leopard printed stuff. also there is a gray leopard printed short in my dream ;). hahaha...

        I have it :D                                 I like to have it someday ;)

Now I was searching for some pictures and I suddenly got delighted finding the following website. Guys this is sooooo cool, really liked the stuff on this site, take a look : http://www.zazzle.com/funny+gifts
Tomorrow I would attend my best girl friend Master thesis presentation, I am so excited, I guess even more than her, hope everything goes fine...


M.M