Self-analyzing!

Due to talking with myself, yeah you read right, talking to me myself, if there is really someone there to hear, I was trying to block my negative thoughts and while getting a deep breath and relaxing, trying to understand what the hell is going on…

I was instantly telling myself not to lose my mind. Well, while I was busy reviewing all my actions in my head, felt kind of burning in my pride… reminding that I always do a thing and then I regret why I have done it?! Remembering all the mistakes I have made, which I wish to kick the sad shadows of every mistake I have made out on the street…I hate it, hate it, hate it….I wish I could have drive so far away that these things would never cross my mind, I wish I was able to do whatever it takes in people’s hearts to leave me behind, I wish I was able to make my brain stop thinking and reminding and ….

So many wishes I have ;)

M.M