20 facts about me

1. I am a natural dark-brown hair.
2. I prefer dogs to cats. Cats are too spoiled and not loyal enough.
3. I have no tattoos and only one piercing on my ears.
4. I used to be poked fun by everyone on my BIG eyes.
5. I always like to have an aquarium full of fishes at home, but I never had it since now.
6. I hate fake smiling. I hate it when people are way too friendly with a big fake smile plastered on their face.
7. I did played violin seriously for four years from the age 10 to 14 or something like that and suddenly stopped it.
8. I am interested in so many subjects and that makes me appear fickle and flighty.
9. I like to read philosophical books and watch philosophical movies, it is fun when I watch a movie like that and understand nothing, but still love it.
10. People who keep telling repeated stories several times can drive me crazy.
11. I can NOT walk out of the house without foundation on my face.
12. I do like cooking and my favourite food is steak with mushroom sauce and vegetables.
13. I have a very keen sense of smell and I do hate the smell of fish and egg.
14. I am not good on long-term planning, terribly short-sighted.
15. I hate mama’s boys.
16. I can easily cry at movies, funerals, farewells and any other tragic moment.
17. My father passed away by heart attack when I was 18, the saddest thing ever.
18. I love people who are positive and relaxed (my boyfriend). I am just the opposite, always stressed.
19. I can not stand too self-confident people.
20. I barely can sit down and talk on the phone at the same time, I must be moving in some way, I know it sounds weird!

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CoZy MoDerN HoMes

Photo credit: random search

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Self-analyzing!

Due to talking with myself, yeah you read right, talking to me myself, if there is really someone there to hear, I was trying to block my negative thoughts and while getting a deep breath and relaxing, trying to understand what the hell is going on…

I was instantly telling myself not to lose my mind. Well, while I was busy reviewing all my actions in my head, felt kind of burning in my pride… reminding that I always do a thing and then I regret why I have done it?! Remembering all the mistakes I have made, which I wish to kick the sad shadows of every mistake I have made out on the street…I hate it, hate it, hate it….I wish I could have drive so far away that these things would never cross my mind, I wish I was able to do whatever it takes in people’s hearts to leave me behind, I wish I was able to make my brain stop thinking and reminding and ….

So many wishes I have ;)

M.M

Cute link!

 I Had a long surprising day, studied a bit, did my yoga exercises and finally met some of old friends of my mom who used to be her roommates at university. that was fun!! beleive me, not boring at all!!
we sat on a nice balconi and ate dinner. It was so much fun to see them talking about their old past memories and all the up and downs and sweet and souer times they have shared together...I enjoyed it.
I bought a new leopard scarf for myself today, which you can see it on the photo. I kind of like leopard printed stuff. also there is a gray leopard printed short in my dream ;). hahaha...

        I have it :D                                 I like to have it someday ;)

Now I was searching for some pictures and I suddenly got delighted finding the following website. Guys this is sooooo cool, really liked the stuff on this site, take a look : http://www.zazzle.com/funny+gifts
Tomorrow I would attend my best girl friend Master thesis presentation, I am so excited, I guess even more than her, hope everything goes fine...


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Why do we break up with a partner?

For me personally, having a romantic relationship is a meaningful element in life and I think an effortless relationship dose not exists .I do know that everyone likes to think that his/her relationship is strong enough to withstand whatever may come. However, at some point in our lives most of us need to face the fact that relationships require effort to keep them strong and positive.

Recently I was talking with some friends who has broken up or are about to do it, I decided to write down the reasons that I think would lead us to break up with our partners who used to be our love ones one day…
I just excluded the tooooo obvious reasons like cheating, abusing, psycho problems and so on…so these are my top five reasons:

- He/she changed; not interested in my life or views anymore: why do we sometimes got bored from each other suddenly? I think it is our curious nature that would fade up gradually and would lead us to the notion that our lover is something repetitive that is always there and there is nothing new and interesting about her/him to more explore on, so we automatically lost our focus and attention to our lover and would go for other things.  ??!!

- Insecurity; If a boy/girl is so paranoid about his woman/man running off with someone and doesn't have anything--like a history or whatever--to back it up, then there's something seriously wrong. If it is going to happen again and again it would lead to dissatisfaction and separation at the end.  ??!!'


-Consider relationship as a business trade; some of us may think that we should gain something out of our relationship, no any sacrifices we are willing to make, not any feel of sympathy , not any feel of responsibility, just got more selfish and selfish and selfish…. then why not go and marry yourself ;).  ??!!

- Dislike each other's close friends or family; I am sensitive to what my close friends and also my dear lovely mum think about my partner. And I am more sensitive how my partner is behaving with them. So, I always have it in mind that he may also expect me to like and respect his friends and family. mutual respect is a necessity to create a long lasting relationship I guess.

- Relationship lacks romantic gestures, not affectionate or emotionally communicative (cold); almost everyone is so passinate at the begining of the relationship, to run the relationship hottly we need to improve it everyday.

well well, to end up, just take a look at the following statistics which is on 10 worst and best lovers all around the world ;)))))))))))).
World's Worst Lovers:             World's Best Lovers:

1. Germany (too smelly)             1. Spain
2. England (too lazy)                 2. Brazil
3. Sweden (too quick)               3. Italy
4. Holland (too dominating)         4. France
5. America (too rough)              5. Ireland
6. Greece (too lovey-dovey)      6. South Africa
7. Wales (too selfish)                7. Australia
8. Scotland (too loud)               8. New Zealand
9. Turkey (too sweaty)             9. Denmark
10. Russia (too hairy)               10. Canada

P.S I didnt make up this statistic by myself, it came from a study research. so please dont kill me ;)

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Manifestation

  Law of Attraction?

  Soul Manifestation?
  The Secret?
  The Moses code?

The above topics are very familiar for the followers of spiritual issues. I wonder why I just can not be the fan of them so much. Having read the Secret, my personal interpretation after finishing the book is that the book lacks to consider the role of fate and also lead the readers to sort of confusion. How can the authors of these books be so sure that they have provided us with a ” special key” that would work for every human being with every kind of beliefs and philosophies?

Is the world really based on the laws of compassion and peace?! Then how can people who suffers uncured diseases like MS and HIV be convinced that just by sitting around and sending positive energy a miracle would be created and they can suddenly get cured?!!

These are only my personal views, would love to hear from you followers.


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